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Red Horse & Yosi

I grew up a Stateside girl. I managed to experience the “American Dream” for twenty-three messy years. I had the spoiled childhood, teenage rebellion, drug addicted, sex driven youth you see in shitty movies like “American Pie.”

Then after I sobered up (a bit), I flew back to my homeland. The litter-ridden, hang dry, Rugby Boy Republic of the Philippines.

I’ve been spending the last couple of weeks going through an emotional meltdown. I’m confident it’s not over yet, however I’m a bit more stable with 500ml of bitter beer diluting my bitter heart. My close friend has been communitcating with me through messenger. He used his broken heart to guide him to Uruguay where he is pursuing his culinary dream. He’s currently miserable, but I have faith in him.

Bearing that in mind, I decided I will pursue my passion, as well. I will become an exotic dancer for the rebel army in Mindanao.

I’m kidding.

I decided to start writing again. I cheated out and started writing about myself. Not because I find myself interesting in any way. I just lack the imagination of Rowling, Martin and Tolkien. They can vomit on paper and it would mold into a world of such depth and detail, you could map it.

If I vomit on paper, it remains as vomit, equally disgusting all those who bear witness. When I try the world of fanatsy, it is as successful as a rock swimming. I can’t even write a thought provoking analogy. So for now, this is where I settle. Tapping out words, trying to drown out memories, with the support of Red Horse and yosi.fb_img_1478253779492

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14 thoughts on “Red Horse & Yosi

    1. Hahaha. I love the artwork on your site. Did you paint them yourself? I honestly don’t know how to mold this site. I can’t even figure out how to change the “site title.” Baby steps I suppose. Thank you for your feedback. Also, much luck with the paper vomit. You seem to be getting on pretty well without it though. πŸ™‚

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      1. Thanks
        Yes I did the paintings myself in the good old days when no one asked me do anything useful.
        The site title is the tag line I think. There is a very big chance I might be wrong. Baby steps yes. I myself took the steps of an elderly sloth.
        Ty bye. Good luck with everything. πŸ˜€

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  1. Really enjoyed this post. I too recently started writing and it is comfort to know others are out there in the same position as me. I was hoping that my story as self-centered as that may be will be a help to others. Even if it is a what not to do.

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    1. I think it’s a good place to start. Afterall, you are the only expert of yourself and that is a subject we can always rely on. I really was nervous to start this, but seeing all the feedback and everyone else’s examples in all forms, is really pushing me to keep going. I think we can do this!! πŸ˜„

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